Fat loss aid

Hi all, 
//this is my first post on these forums, so please let me know if I screw anything up.

I am 19 male
198 cm
120kg (average for about 3 months now)
i am currently cutting at around 2600 kcal per day
200g protein, 100g fats, rest is carbs.
I also do quite a lot of zone 1 and 2 cardio daily.
(ask if any other info is needed please)

Supplements: 
Creatine mono
Whey protein (brand depends on discounts but always little to no fats/carbs)
Multi vits

Currently I am on anavar 15mg, twice daily
of which I have been getting better pumps, vascularity etc, no side effects (for now)

Ive been taking a look at substances that may help me make the cut easier. I am taking the anavar to try and retain as much muscle as I can with minimal health risk. But my natural appetite is insanely high, even low calorie deficits (with large volume foods), I get super hungry. So im trying to find something that can either help my hunger/cravings, or just let me cut quicker so I can get down to lower bodyfat quicker, because I am suffering. (though I suspect some of you guys know much more about real suffering than me)

Any suggestions are welcome, please I'd love to learn.

 

I cant find a way to delete my post, so Ill just reply here.

So I think ive just been hit by reality, like an hour after posting this. While ive known this the whole time I think I should accept that Im being a dumbass. Ive only been on anavar for about 2 weeks, Ill be stopping now, I think since its only been 2 weeks of just var I shouldnt experience any horrid side effects.
After checking the cycle examples, and articles (dont know how I did not notice these earlier), Ive realised I am in no way ready to take any of these substances, due to age, finances, diet, training, experience etc.

Now I know I this thread may look like im schizo or something, but Im not, i have for most of my life struggled with impulsivity, and it has cost me significantly in the past. I hope I wont be judged too harshly for this.