Crushed SHBG, low E2, high free testosterone help needed please

Hi boys ! 

I now live in america but I have been part of the community here since 15 years ago. I have a lot of respect for members on here and especially the mods and admins !! I think the amount of knowledge covered here is some of the best In the world and thus I’m coming for advice !!!

I know live in the USA and there are so many TRT clinics but majority of them have no idea about pharmacology and just looking for a quick buck !!

I have been taking cycles for over 15 years. The last few years I am only taking TRT. EVERYTIME I go on cycle my SHBG drops to around 8/9. I start to see bad acne and oil on my head and terrible mood swings. I have watched a lot of videos by vigorousl Steve , not sure if any of you are familiar but it’s really hard to find anyone that has info on super low SHBG. I tried a lot of his recommendations. 1000iu x 3 week with tamoxifen. I am trying to increase the SHBG , and E2 .

ad we speak my SHBG is around 10, it dropped from 15 in 3 months !  I went off all TRT for 8 months. In that recovery period it went from 8 to 15. 

what am I doing wrong? 

I tried shooting 0.3. 3 x a week. Each ml is 200mg pharmacy grade test cyp and it still dropped from 15 to 10 in 3 months. I tried twice a week aswell. Not taking an AIs , nothing. 

the low estrogen is now 15, I’ll add some blood results. 

have I just messed up my body for life ? Should I come off again? Should I drop the dossage to 80mg a week ? 

im loosing my mind , I got fat from such low e2, I feel like shit and the worst is my mental health ! I am
foggy all day! 

please help some one ! No one in the states has any idea on what to do and I’m loosing hope! 

Maybe my fellow South African brothers have some ideas??

much love !!! 

As we speak , blood work. 

FSH 0.7
LH 0.2
TOTAL T 1080 
FREE 348 
SHBG 10
ESTRADIOL 15
DHEA 400

 

Well looking at your free testosterone id say your dosing is about 80-90mg per week total. Usually your free test divided by 4 is your total dosing, so either your dosing isn't high enough or the gear potentially isn't dosed correct as if you are shooting 180mg test I would have expected close to 800 as free test.

Doing more frequent dosing also drops your shbg and can also tank your e2.

What is your current body weight? What is your current dosing?

What other supplements are you using?

Is your libido high? Decent elections and orgasms?

What is your calorie intake daily and macro nutrient break down.

There is a guy I know on this forum who also tanked his e2 when using masteron and test but also the frequent pinning, and the recommended action was to pin once a week vs more frequent doses.

But also could be potentially nutrition based, where you could be feeling like ass.