cycle update

currently in 5 th week of ST and Tren 2ml M T and proviron 1C BD
put on roughly 12kg..feeling good..lookin good! power is awesome. some joint pain has started so monitoring that..taking some stuff for that.
TREN is awesome! gettin rock hard and muscles lookin good!
down side..tren is a mind fcuk! the cough has not been bad..only from time to time. from a respiratory view- wake up some nites and feel like i stopped breathin! jump out of bed and take a deep breath! really feels like i cant breathe...thats been hectic.
the dreans and nitemares! unreal.. some good ones and some insane shit.
also the crap that has started gon thru my head....the most stupid things and it seems im every ready to cos shit with the mrs or anyone. sit at work and jus work myself up by thinking the silliest things. the aggression is very good at gym thou. work like an animal till i cant move or feel like throwing up.

will keep updated as i go. jus need to get a hold of myself now cos feel like im losing it with the aggression and thoughts.

BHWAHHAHAHAHA, what do you mean silliest things? I had a mate no joke in the UK he used to tell me how he wanted to dismember people and put this limb over here and there, and this dude was MASSSSSSIVE, like the size of Guy, trust me it freaked me out and the only happened to him when he was on DBol and Tren

tren makes u plot murder i tell u... there have been days that the wind blowing a tree has pissed me off.... its the rolls royce of steroids but its also the one that makes u most mental hahaha...

k cool...so its sort of normal!
the mrs has started callin me the devil or the demon! the crap that comes out of my mouth when i get abngry is insane! want to kill people, cut them up..then when i calm down im like another person. she says i have split personality..its a bit scary. i really feel like i cud kill someone for no reason. i sit at work and plot that the world is against me lol. yo series mind fcuk. started gettin to grips with it now cos i know thats it the tren doin this. so i go for a walk etc to cool or relax so that i dont cause shit with the mrs..like last nite i lost head cos she insisted on watchin soaps for 2 hrs while the proviron gave me a rock hard and all i wanted to do was bang..thats the other things..the sx life has changed..mrs says it feels like ive even gotten aggressive in bed...jus wanna bang! gotta love that thou!

LoL, that is why I can't use tren, if I do it's the end of my relationship, no kidding, unlike you guys who can find control I snap, and it's ugly to see who i become, I can't even gym, because when i'm at the gym, it feels like the whole place is looking at me, and I hate that feeling... So i'll leave that stuff to you guys, if I was competing I would use it, but I don't see the point here, life isn't worth living while on it.

I've always wanted to try Tren, but I have such a short fuse as it is. I'm terrified I'll lose my rag and do something stupid. It's the one reason why I haven't tried it, and after reading this thread I think I'm never going to

think it was spike who called it DEMONS IN A BOTTLE.
now i know why!

I have been on Tren E for the last 6 weeks @ 2ml a week... and still havent had the agression spell... Quite sad, i was looking forward to it!