Hi everyone,
I am in desperate need of some advise please. I'm sick and tired of being fat and tired all the time.

Lost about 15kg during the past 10 months, and have been able to keep it off. I've been a big girl all my life, struggling with my weight as I'm a foodie and always trying out new recipes. Food has always been yummy for me. So long story short, my mom passed away in 2012, my weight ballooned to an embarrassing 94kg. Then the hubby and I decided on a wedding date, got my fat ass up and started exercising again (as you know, all brides want to look beautiful on their wedding day). So I got myself the Insanity Workout DVD, puked after the first 20min, but kept it up and lost some weight while toning at the same time.
Then came our wedding day in Oct, was still not happy with my weight but decided that my weight should not be a problem, at least not for one day. Had the most amazing day, if I could, I would have it all over again. Then came the wedding photos... what a shock to my system!!! :ohmy: I felt ashamed of myself. Felt embarrassed. Felt horribly sad and angry at myself. So now I've decided that I won't live like this for the rest of my life. I am not going to be trapped in this body. I am struggling to get rid of the last bit of muffin tuff and love handles and will start using Clenbuterol on Monday.
Any suggestions on a cardio & toning exercise and eating plan while using Clen that anyone would be willing to share with me? I don't really want to build more muscle, so I'm scared to continue with the Insanity Workout programme.
Any help or advise would really be appreciated.
Thank you.
Toodles.